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My Life Is Shit...Give It Two Years

01.05.06 (8:50 pm) [edit]

Okay so two years later here i am with my myspace and xanga blocked by my over percautious father, but what can you do? Im Now in 10th grade go me and life goes on. So this girl is going out with her new boyfreind instead of that old ****er. (* i dont swear) And i did like xanga not so much the myspace, only did it cause hey, what the heck everyone else was doing it! And this girl knows no one will read this crap but yet i persue but what do you care?

So i must write here for fear of becoming internetly social inept. So back to the Bo his name is donald and he is the same age as me and i must say he is the one find that stupid as you may but then again i dont think i care what you think because yet agian no one will read this and who better to share my personal thoughts with but complete strangers? thats why i love this blog things, i can describe them in one word stupid and yet i find myself here typing away all of my personal issues, o well.

Aww to continue, i see my therapist every wensday and she is nice but i think my parents think its getting no where and are going to dis continue my sessions, good bye laura.

Did you know that i can fold my self in half? BAM! Hahaha im quite the flexible one due to taking gymnastics for three years when i was young, it had lasting effects not that if you looked at me you'd think that im flexible, not that you CARE.

I commend efferts to get this far of my rantings hey maybe you might add me as a freind, i am a honest person so if i like you cool but if i dont then well im sure i want talk to you ever unless i have something important to say and even if i did i wouldnt still tell you! HA! And then thats where you stop listening, but if you dont care that im an A** come on down (not really) and we shall have a nice chat because honestly i have nothing better to do than talk to complete strangers that dont give a flying hoot about my life, wee. And if my over protective father who i spoke of early happens to read this HI DAD, and GOODBYE TBLOG.

Sincerly yours,

This Girl

My life is Kuso...No more love

07.16.04 (6:51 pm) [edit]

Ok we went out for what...*counts on fingers* 4 months? and it was going good then he broke up out of the blue after school :evil: oh well his loss :wink:

:arrow: on to JOMAR!!!

My life is kuso...me love

02.21.04 (1:16 pm) [edit]

i have a love steven tran^^ i just hope no one will be mean to us thats so evil ya know that if u tell someone they will go eww him? well ya no what i say yes him n not ewww more lyk awww so cute^^

to u
watashi no koi
Ahiteru steven

My life is kuso...Uhh ya

02.08.04 (9:40 pm) [edit]

* . . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue? i already have peirced ears thanks very much^^
2) be serious or be funny? Funny
3) drink whole or skim milk?skimy skim skim

* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*
4) simple or complicated? hmm depends how you look at me

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angels? flower power!
6) grey or gray? gray
7) color or black-and-white photos? black and white
lust or love? Love.
9) sunrise or sunset? sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? Skittles!!
11) rap or rock? Rock.
12) staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late.
13) TV or radio? TV
15) eating apples or oranges? Oranges!!

* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush? yes
17) Who is it? Ź_Ź ellas watching she always is im not telling!

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) being hot or cold? Cold.
19) tall members of the opposite sex? yep
20) sun or moon? moon... the sun hurts my eyes... XD
21) emeralds or rubies? Emeralds
22) left or right? left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? One best friend
24) sun or rain? rain
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vinilla i can always add choco
26) boys or girls? in what way???
27) green beans or carrots? carrots!
28) low fat or fat free? low fat

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? that the worst will happen
30) Kids or no kids? Kids
31) Cat or dog? Cats
32) Half empty or half full? depends on the situation
33) Mustard or ketchup? mustard!
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? shneakers
37) Wonder or amazement? Wonder
38) Red car or white car?red whites to old people ish
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy and poor
40) Singing or dancing? la la la la!!
41) Hugging or kissing? i wouldnt know
42) Corduroy or plain? uh...plain?
43) Happy or sad? happy^^
45) Blondes, brunettes? Brunettes

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
What time is it? 9:31 pm
full name? Heidi Marie Swartz
Nicknames: Kuro^^ ya i think thats it
Names and ages of siblings?
Bonnie-16
Shane-6
Allie-6
Becca-5
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 13
Date that you regularly blow them out? May 1
Pets? Poopy(koda)-Sheltie
Height? 5'3 im getting there
Eye color? Hazel Green
Hair color? Dirty blond
Piercing(s)? Ears

* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .
Where do you want to live? Japan!
How many kids do you want? 1 girl, 1 boy twins!
What kind of job do you want? hmm something doctory artisty or policy
Do you want to get married? yes!

* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4
Coffee or ice cream? ICE CREAM!!
Shampoo or conditioner? Conditioner
Bridges or tunnels? Tunnels...woosh!
One pillow or two?one

* . . . F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing? Ranch
Color of socks?White
Toothpaste?...i dont pay attention to that
Food? Steak
Toothbrush? blue!
Alcoholic drink? ...hell no
Non-alcoholic drink? Lemon Nestea, cherry coke, coke, or sunkist

1 MINUTE AGO: uhh typing this long ass thingy
1 DAY AGO: outback steak house
1 WEEK AGO: cringing in fear of my mother
1 YEAR AGO: i was in 7th grade
I HURT: in my heart *sniff*
I LOVE: are we talking about a people lovey dovey situation okay then...no! ellas watching *shiver*
I HATE: baka people who think they are all that
I FEAR: Spiders, Micheal Jackson, Issaha.....
I HOPE: To not get pumled by my mother for a c+
I FEEL: booorrreeeedddd
I LISTEN:Jpop or rock
I HIDE: from my teachers
I DRIVE: around in a little imaginary car with vash on the front^^
I MISS: living with my dad
I LEARNED: not to tell my freinds who i like
I KNOW: nothing
I WAIT: for love
I NEED: yu yu hakusho 3! .hack//legend of the twilight 3
I THINK: about him

Current Clothes: jeans and a light blue shirt
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: aura-.hack//sign
Current Taste:dry
Current Hair: high pony tail
Current Annoyance: boredum
Current Smell:nothing
Current thing I should be Doing: Homework...
Current Desktop Picture: Inuyasha celebration with cute little inuyasha caracter icons and sayings like when i click something i cant inuyasha says "Baka" at me...
Current Favorite Show: .hack//sign
Current Book: I perfer manga!! Trigun
Current Movie In DVD: pokemon 5 sadly
Current Refreshment: water

My life IS kUSO...cHOColate UHH I MEan algeRBRa^^

01.14.04 (3:34 pm) [edit]

I HaTe aLGERBRa I JUST GET to dISTRaCtED grrr im beTTEr at the GEomeTRY...THaTS IT...Ya

My life is kuso...Webbie

01.10.04 (12:19 pm) [edit]

Im making a werbbie weeee! its not that special its just like a about me webbie not very exciting but i love the layout! im not done but i will be soon cant wait! dats it...not very exciting at all...ya...

-Kuro^^

My life is Kuso...Tokyo Mew Mew

12.29.03 (6:25 pm) [edit]

weeee i like tokyo mew mew its not my fave but its in the top ten i think 0.o im not acctually going to count take too much time ya know i got number three and four the manga ya!!! i already have the first two ichigo should take Ryou instead of Masaya i would! and i never thought id like a blond hehe i also got Trigun 1 i had dheard about it and david drew it once and got me real interested ( i find it odd ive mentioned david twice this month when i barley know the guy just in my history class ^_~) its two mangas thick though! :shock: it might take me a while to read *sigh* i hope its good!

My life is Kuso...CHRISTMAS EVE!

12.24.03 (2:00 pm) [edit]

okay every christmas eve i go to my grandparent and my two uncles and and aunts come and we open presents and have a great dinner...its great! well so i have two christmas' every year so da bomb! thought id brag ^_~

My life is Kuso...Starcraft^^

12.23.03 (6:10 pm) [edit]

Have you ever played starcraft battle net? its hecka fun!people create games based on the starcraft character hacka tight my favs are the RPG's of course ^_~ oh and i didnt use the link emoticons casue my wink is cuter haha! Oh and on last post i forgot to say that when i was talking bout aura i ment that what the song thats playing is called it sounds so depressing so i thought the rain was in order i think in the soung its aura talking to tsukasa about him having the ring of twilight not her but what do i know! sry if this text turned out all slantly like i dont know how to use it...o well ttylz
-Kuro

My life is Kuso... .hack//

12.22.03 (4:06 pm) [edit]

i .hacky fied my area muahaha! the is from .hack//sign its called aura if you must know and aura is the girl on the bed whos asleep all the time. And the gruntie is my avater so kawaii! and the rain sets in the mood^^ and it says .hack// on the top if you havent noticed muahaha i have .hack//legend of the twilight 1 and 2 and i know i already said that but i love them! :wink: and i watch .hack//sign alllllll the time you rock crim and balmung!

my life is kuso...poetry

12.22.03 (2:24 pm) [edit]

i dont get it my freinds post poetry on their tblogs so i guess ill post one...

open spaces i guess we know the score

on and on does anybody know what we are living for?(that was by queen they rock out loud!)

My life is Kuso...Bonnie*shiver*

12.21.03 (3:37 pm) [edit]

bonnies a big sister a real pain she dosnt appreciate my anime music or anything asia*coughasianhatercough * she makes fun of me *sigh* o well let her be evil
anyways i got .hack//legend of twilight i think i spelt that wrong anyways i got one and two in ur face david muahahaa! ops sry i dont mean that david lol anyways its the bomb i also love .hack music muahaha!

My life is Kuso...Inuyasha

12.20.03 (7:04 pm) [edit]

woo hoo! my dad just made me a inuyasha cd with songs he downloaded off mp3's and you can only get inuyasha cd's in japan! this is soooooo cool oh and elle its so not fair you got a cell phone im so happy for you :roll: o well i get one next summer....long ways away *ignores every1 and plays cd*

My life is Kuso...Concert and a Whole lot of other Junk

12.17.03 (4:32 pm) [edit]

halos and welcome to another addition of My Life Is Kuso!!! todays subject is, my concert and a whole lot of other junk! Well first im having this concert tonight in the award winning advanced choir! that means i sing good...And we rock but we went to irvington a high school and when their choir sang carol of the bells for us it kicked ass! woo hoo! that kinda inspired us horner jr. high-of which i will be in the kicking ass choir next year ^^ -to be better and we are woo hoo!
Okay i was in choir today asking mr.lorigan our music teacher where trumpets sit for ella (now elle she likes that beta, and you all remember anthony if you dont read back some and he plays the trumpet) cause she didnt want to be near him when she was singing or behind her since the band is behind us, later her asked me why i wanted to know and shelly who was there knew why and she blerted out because of ANTHONY! and gosh i'll kill you shelly after elle* is done with you! Then i needed to know where the clarinets sit for my own personal reasons which is because of johnny he scares me and in our weekend competiontion in disney land he was the *poke* king omg it was annoying but johnnys not a bad guy once you get past the poking^^ well it turns out the clarinets sit right behind me directly!
Anyways now for guys...eh ehm mylan likes orlando bloom and she siad she claimed him but elle likes him but mylan wont let her so there fightting over him but i dont care becasue i dont like him i just think hes cute ^_~ anyways now he belongs to mylan and elle gets him if orlando "breaks up" with mylan and i like Sesshomaru(fluffy), Miroku, and Kouga the most and yes i know they are all from inuyasha but who cares! inuyasha is not hot gomen ne inuyasha lovers hes just not that attractive they're my hotties!
woo hoo thats a lot anyways merry christmas and happy new year and santa i want the inuyasha cd and Every Little Thing Cd from Japan ya know Jpop? anyways i also want book certificates and a cd player and food gift certificates and thats all! lov ya whoever!
-Kuro

My life is Kuso...Faint

12.13.03 (7:40 pm) [edit]

OMG i was in the shower :oops: the other morning i fainted and hit my head on something in there and went unconsience weird no? and my head was bleeding gah! then i got sick the same day! so much homework to make up! grrr the teachers were ploting my downfall this whole tiem and ths is not how i wanted to spend my weekend!! oh and there is this cool song, well two of them
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that ones my favorite
http://www.techno-hut.com/audio/files/DDR_Extre me-Speed_Over_Beethoven.mp3" title="http://www.techno-hut.com/audio/files/DDR_Extre me-Speed_Over_Beethoven.mp3" target="_blank"http://www.techno-hut.com/aud...
and that ones weird but cool and i love japanese anime downloads or html codes well... gimme! oh i guess thats all love yall! buh byes ^_^

My life is kuso...Tblog freinds

11.30.03 (6:40 pm) [edit]

Woo halo every1 KONBANWA! thankies for the people asking to be my freinds i appreciate it ive been so lonely! *cry* just kidding though this one guy has a hot piccy of fluffy hehe(sesshomaru) oo and i just found out that means destructive man woo ho! anyways ive been in tahoe for the past week and for those of who who dont know where that is its a lake inbetween california and nevada anyways i went up there for thanksgiving and the dinner the day before thanks giving was way better the the day of thanks giving. It was sooooo boring! anyways im going to tell you a few things and gomen if i already told you guys but i cant remeber and am too lazy to look back ^_^ I got picked for the honor choir woo hoo! that means i sing good and am in the top five singers in the whole school weee and umm what else....oh ya! umm okay im writing a mystery story its soo cool so far i think and im not posting it here or anywhere because i dont want any1 to steal! *glares at robbers* beware i have copyright! i can sue ! once i learn how...but rest arsured i will sue! eventually...

my life is kuso...Decode!

11.19.03 (4:41 pm) [edit]

okay ive been so...well so not here anyways i oh ya never mind @_@ confused
okay here:
fudge;fudgemonkeys-my swear word
kuso-shit (dont go taking my phrase! hehe :))
baka-stupid
thats all not a lot gomen ne oh!
gomen;gomen ne-sorry;im sorry

My life is kuso...Piano

10.23.03 (10:15 pm) [edit]

Okay i have this piano teacher and shes good but weird and she freaks me out anyways just thought id tell every 1 and about the ella being obbsesed im over exagerating i apologize on ellas behalf sry! oh stay tuned for next time when the subject is

My life is kuso...kuso
where i tell you how to decode me!

My life is kuso...Anthony

10.14.03 (2:45 pm) [edit]

ok im gonna tell you the story of a boy name Anthony Sss...i dont know his last name 0.o anywasy here goes:

Once upon a time there was a gurl in eigth grade name*cough*ella*cough* and she had a crush on three guys two of which were in my PE class. She liked Anthony the most. So Michelle went and told him grr tanks a lot michelle! eh ehm anywasy so then we got anthony's sn and so we talked to him online but i was mad because i didnt get to talk to him cause this annonamus (i know i spelt that wrong) person made me tell him things and ask questions. So now i think hes freakin afraid and annoyed by me! sry ella..I mean annonomus person *cough* he probably hates me now ive lost him as a freind cause i was so freakin annoying!! anyways ya now we just stalk him and say hi every once in a while and if your reading this anthony i say hi!!! and dont worry ella *cough* all is forgiven but now ella *cough* is afraid to go anywhere near him! it drives me insane be brave gurl! okay so then she got over him but a week later he got highlights and now she likes him again! she told me not to tell you that they were sexy ( which they are) so they just look good ^-^ now shes obbsesed again and is afraid to be near him or even talk to him again! grr it drives me insane...again! just tell him how you feel! ella*cough* is going to kill me for writing this so see you in the after life!

My life is kuso...dawg...

10.03.03 (6:27 pm) [edit]

Me G and E were in da crib so yo yo waz up my homies! If you wanna help a hommie out give me somthing to do on the computer cause im bored! ya so dawg...

My life is kuso...Ma Music

10.01.03 (7:46 pm) [edit]

Well about the last blog i was talkin bout my story hehe
-kuro
p.s. i drew a cute picture of kero, my twin anime brother in the new uniformi drew for p.e. its so kawaii! if you wanna see just ask ^.^

My life is kuso...Warning

09.29.03 (9:33 pm) [edit]

If anyone trys to pull shit on me and steal my story you bet i damn will sue!! hehe have a nice day ^.^

My life is kuso...umm

09.28.03 (9:45 am) [edit]

:twisted: my mind is demented FUDGEMONKEYS! :shock: sorry i just saw somthing scary *shiver* wait, what did i see...o well i forgot ^.^ buh bye!

My life is kuso...Book

09.28.03 (9:40 am) [edit]

The dance was heka fun cant wait for the next one! Though i might not be able to come because my mom picked up me and my freind last so we got in trouble by the principal grr...its okay mom all if forgiven :wink: anywyas now im writing a book im on page three! i think...okies have fun with what your doing!

My life is Kuso...Dance

09.26.03 (4:02 pm) [edit]

WEEE todays the first dance of the year if ya wanna dance wit me jsut ask but if u really wanna ull have to teach me i cant dance! o.0 see ya there!